How Homage to Lost Nation Came About

Homage to Lost Nation

A series by Cathy Brooks-Fincher Art

For as long as I can remember, I have been fascinated by the weather and its pervasive effects, both micro and macro, on our everyday life. From determining what we wear and how we feel to causing devastating destruction of entire places we call home, weather events such as tornadoes and hurricanes make, and sometimes leave, their marks.

As a child, I sat mesmerized by the dust motes floating through the shimmering sunlight streaming through my bedroom windows. In the winter, those old windows glistened with crystalized ice, sending me to hover over the heat vent, my legs tucked in my nightgown, to ward off the northern Ohio chill. Winters were long and often harsh with the lake-effect snow dumping a fresh load as soon as anyone had shoveled their car out of the driveway. When we finally grew too weary to shovel, we’d gather at the lake with friends, daring each other to walk out onto frozen Lake Erie. This was the fun we made waiting for spring, which we’d know had finally arrived by the sounds of small aircraft in and out of Lost Nation Airport.

Growing up poor and being raised by a single parent gave me a lot of autonomy that often led to trouble. One sunny spring day, I cut school and walked to the airport with my besties. There, we convinced a pilot to take us up in one of those planes we eagerly awaited every winter, paying him with my paper route earnings. In the air, seeing the beautiful, green patches neatly divided into grids and lined by the endless blue lake and sky made our hard and often depressing routines of daily life fade away in a tangible way dreams of flying couldn’t.

A year ago, I was fortunate to take a cold wax class from the inspiring Rachael McCampbell. As we explored the medium, I created a crude aerial landscape, entitled “Aloft,” quite unconsciously. My series, “Homage to Lost Nation,” is a conscious and researched outgrowth of that piece.

Lost Nation is not only the depressing name for a road travelled daily in my childhood but also serves as a reference to the Erie Indians who once inhabited that rich farmland. While the Indians have vanished, their legacy has much to teach us about sustainable living lost with the dawning of the Anthropocene. “Homage to Lost Nation” is an exploration of Native American history and how its lessons can inform our efforts to address climate change. Native Americans practiced conservation, lived in harmony with nature, and valued happiness and family over success and individualism. Carving grids out of wax helps me connect to the untarnished wilderness that is shrinking from the demands of our lifestyle. Using recovered arrowheads to create linear, emblematic drawings shows my appreciation for Native American heritage.

Most importantly, I want to give viewers a vehicle to detach from our earthly footings and move toward a higher consciousness where we can examine our relationship with Mother Earth. The sculpted clouds create a shift in perspective necessary to examine personal bias, a precursor to behavior change. My hope is that all who see my work give pause to consider our personal responsibility in honoring and sustaining the Earth for future generations like the Indians would have wanted.

 
“Many Moons Ago”

“Many Moons Ago”

“Scorched”

“Scorched”

“Once Upon a Time”

“Once Upon a Time”

Failure Can Be Beautiful

As a novice artist I can attest to the fact that a painting that looks easily rendered is not often the case. So I am frequently led to biting off more than I can chew in attempting to bring a landscape to life from a photograph. Such was the case with this painting which was to be a vivid abstract field of Spring flowers. I eagerly broke into the tube of green gold paint which I had just added to my color arsenal and began painting loose grasses with pops of color. I quickly became disenchanted with the design and in my frustration switched gears to head into a more abstract realm by obliterating all marks on the canvas. As I moved the gooey paints that were half dry around the canvas with a palette knife adding more green gold I decided it would now be a limited palette painting with mainly green gold, purple and of course white to adjust the values. Before my eyes a dense forest began to emerge with the dawning light. I was captivated by the promise of a new day, of starting fresh. Such a romantic notion brought forth by the knife. I was totally in the creative zone freely using everything at my fingertips. I was just loving what was happening and so delighted that I had switched gears!

Then as I paused, I saw it. The fallen tree crafted of all that gooey paint had landed right smack dab in the middle of the painting, and worse yet the magical light streaming down on that hillside trail was creating an X with the tree! I was mortified! I had insidiously broken the cardinal rule of composition to avoid the center as a focal point of a painting! I know better, I really do. But I got caught up in the process, never stepped back to examine the painting at a distance and blindly painted my way into the graveyard. It will not go to the recycle pile though, and hopefully I will not have to repeat this lesson in the future. I will hang it in my studio and admire it for the magic that occurred in that emerging dawn in the forest and remember why I paint, and that failure can be beautiful.

“Emergence”  acrylic on canvas

“Emergence” acrylic on canvas

Psyche of an Artist

As I write this we are approaching a solid year of living, or not living as has been the tragedy for so many during a worldwide pandemic. I don’t know about you, but it has been a rude awakening to how much we take for granted from hanging with friends and family to breathing fresh air without layers of cloth sandwiched between. And with so much on hold there has been plenty of time to contemplate the big questions of our purpose in life and what it all means. I am grateful everyday to have the opportunity to explore these questions through the process of making art. Escaping into creative endeavors has been the single most important healing outlet throughout my life.

Why am I sharing this with you? Because as a retired psychotherapist I know we are all searching for ways to heal. I grew up poor, living on the wrong side of the tracks. My father died of ALS when I was 8 years old, and my mom returned to college to pursue a nursing degree, and struggled to keep a roof over our heads. There was no therapy, and both my brothers and myself acted out our pain. We were grounded a lot! During these times I would find solace in my room, rearranging the furniture, painting it, organizing my collections of nick knacks, and writing poetry in colorful markers on my window shades. I sewed my own shirts, tie dyed T’s and embroidered my jeans. When I was old enough, I taught arts and crafts to kids during the summer. I’m so blessed to relive those memories with my grandkids each week at “Camp Lenny Links” (what we call our special day together).

It should come as no surprise that given my upbringing, and my mom being a nurse that I would go on to study psychology and pursue a graduate degree in social work. Bearing witness to my clients emotional life, and helping them create their own unique ways of healing was such an honor. For 35 years I was focused on being a good listener. Now through my art I am focused on being heard. I paint flowers to honor the memory of my grandmother. I paint landscapes because nature is amazing and therapeutic. I think perhaps I have some things to say about our treatment of the earth. Stay tuned for that!

I hope you are feeling inspired by this post. If you need more motivation consider the wealth of research that documents the stress relieving benefits of hobbies, particularly those that involve repetitive hand work such as knitting, crocheting, painting, and even coloring to name a few! What healing do you seek through your hobbies or art? How can being present in the creative process bring you home to yourself? I hope you’ll start today with a plan to bring some creative joy into your life and those around you! ☺️

Arctic Adventure

BUNKROOM ART - CHRISTMAS 2020 ARCTIC ADVENTURE

December 13, 2020

This was my third year doing a themed bunk room for the grandkids, and given the pandemic I had loads of time to dream up this elaborate wonderland featuring painted murals behind each bunk. Let me walk you through some of the ideas that might inspire you to create a special room of your own.

First I purchased banner paper and liquid acrylic paint and went about rendering loose evergreens with snow to make a simple, colorful, but powerful statement. I had to continually remind myself to keep it simple only adding a few select animals where they would look over the sleeping kids. I hung the paper with blue painters tape which held really well. Next, I looked to Pinterest for some chalkboard art featuring the icebergs and a polar bear to complement the landscape created by the mural.

At this point Im about 20 hours in, {loving retirement by the way} but I can’t stop creating! After fighting with my goat conscience I borrowed the igloo that my goats love to play in. I washed, sanitized and spray painted it so it looked like it belonged on the set of Frozen! More spray paint on a drapery tube reinforced with a wood dowel on a wood base and tinsel, tinsel, tinsel for the North Pole.

Well you know what they say about renovation, “your room only looks as good as the worst part” or something like that. That toy storage needed a lift. A little more spray paint transformed the vintage wood blocks.

I knew the furry rug, stuffed animals and fleece blankets would tie the look together for that festive winter mood, but the lighting was the final touch. I purchased color changing led bulbs that each came with their own remote control. To say I was thrilled with these is an understatement! Not only do they change colors, strobe, and rotate colors, but they also function as an on/off control. This was great since I covered the switches with the mural and worried about the kids tearing the paper trying to find the switches! The lights simulate the northern lights nicely. The kids helped me hang the snowflakes which were merely party props!

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